Tuesday, March 13

The Impossible is Possible...





The other night my husband and I were driving home from Brisbane quite late and I was thinking about the fact that since I had written my most recent blog and had been feeling quite good about life, that there was a sudden turn around and I felt like I had been in a real battle.... isn't it always the case that when you feel like you are getting on top of things and God has been speaking to you that something else just happens to come up and you feel like you have taken about 100 steps backwards... even further back than where you started!! 

Anyway... as we were driving along I happened to look up at the sky and saw an almost full moon shining down through a scattering of cloud.  I then had this stupidest thought (stupidest...is that even a word!!?)...
I was thinking that what if there was life on the moon...
it is so far away and so big that someone (or something) up there wouldn't even look like a pin prick from way down here on earth. 
Then I thought... Imagine if you had the earth in your hand...
how powerful would you feel?? 
With all that life you would be holding and just one little squeeze and it would be gone!  
You would kind of feel like some sort of super hero...
maybe even Wonder Woman... but then again...
what about God?? 

God holds then entire universe in His hand...
not just our tiny little earth but all of creation in its entirety!! 
Whoah... hang on a minute... let me just wrap my mind around that thought!! 
If God, our all powerful, loving, caring, God is holding the entire universe in His hand then He must be pretty big huh?? 
Yep... massive, huge, incomparible...
our mind just cannot comprehend the bigness of our God.  
If it could then we would never worry or care about anything because we would
KNOW without a shadow of doubt that GOD is in control. 

He is in control of every single situation in our lives and we really have no need to worry at all.  We can just hand it all over to Him and let Him take care of it...
every single situation...
not just the small ones but also the ones that seem insurmountable to us...
those ones that seem completely impossible.

If only we could keep our minds out of the way... how much easier would it be to believe the IMPOSSIBLE! God wants us to overcome in every area of our lives, we just have to trust in Him.  So, next time I start to stumble and worry and stress... I'm going to picture God holding the entire universe in His hand...
our GREAT, AWESOME, AMAZING, HUGE, ALL POWERFUL, LOVING, CARING,
GIVING, INCREDIBLE (there are no words!)
GOD who wants to bless us and help us all to get where He wants us to be...
overcoming, blessed, abundant,
faith-filled God warriors!!

Thursday, March 8

Don't give up...

In my kitchen...

So, I got home yesterday afternoon after a big day out with my little boy... we had been to Girls Church in the morning and then straight to Gymbaroo for some playtime fun for Jad...
I went to the pantry for something to eat because all I had eaten all day was a piece of chocolate cake and an apple (not good... I know!) and I discovered an opened packet of
 lovely, fresh, green rocket and thought
'What THE??!!!'
it is definately not something one expects to find sitting next to the Glad Wrap!

I'm guessing that in my seemingly perpetual state of absentminded tiredness, I must have put it in there instead of the refrigerator as I was cleaning up the night before!

It has been a very busy couple of weeks and we are entitled to make a few little mistakes aren't we??  I did need to have a bit of a laugh... that was one way to achieve that I suppose.

Anyway... along with the tiredness, I have been a little bit emotional and this week feeling quite not myself and I was thinking as I was running out the door to Girls Church that I feel like I have lost myself... all my independence and confidence seems to have dissapated into thin air... this faith journey we are on at the moment was again starting to take it's toll and I again felt like giving up.  I was saying to my husband only the day before that it's not meant to be like this... this is not what our life is about... going back to the same old, same old... back into the rat race... I want to make a difference in this world!!

Well...God must have been listening because a very lovely lady at Girls Church said that she felt someone was feeling 'fragmented' and 'crumbly'... I quietly said to God in my mind that if no one else responds to that then it must be me... and of course no one else responded... so I did. 

Isn't it just so amazing that when we are feeling at the end of ourselves, God steps in and picks us up and points us back in the right direction... the way that He wants us to go.

Then this morning... still feeling my perpetual tired self... He spoke to me again...

Hebrews 10:35-39
'So don't throw it all away now.  You were sure of yourselves then.
It's still a sure thing! 
But you need to stick it out, staying with God's plan so you'll be there
for the promised completion. 
It won't be long now, He's on the way; He'll show up most any minute.
But anyone who is right with me thrives on loyal trust;  
if he cuts and runs, I won't be very happy.
But we're not quitters who lose out. 
Oh, no!  We'll stay with it and survive, trusting all the way.'



I'm guessing that means 'don't give up' :)

Tuesday, March 6

The Cake...and I ate it...


Well, here it is... Not exactly as I had imagined it but it is a decorated chocolate mud cake
and it was definately edible!! It only took two hours to make the actual cakes,
a few hours to cool them completely and another two hours of decorating...
What a way to spend the day!!

There is definately an art to doing all this fancy stuff but I managed to fumble my way along with the help of my wonderful husband who stepped in when I was almost feeling like giving up and of course the Internet, a whole world of information...
I was very grateful for that assistance to say the least!


The entire event turned out to be a success and we all had a lovely afternoon
celebrating my son's dedication.

The next event on my agenda to tackle will be his first birthday...
So can't believe that a year has gone by so quickly...
Next thing I know and he will be off to school!